My worries…

These few days i had been thinking a lot. Some make me happy, but most of it makes me worries.

STPM result will be coming out in about three week’s time. Im so nervous about what result will i get for the STPM. Haiz. Blame myself dont study properly during last year. I had been playing around and “enjoy” my life very much.
I scare im not able to pass my exam, not getting into university with the course im interesting with…

Starting from last few nights i had been having some crazy dreams, like
i didnt finish the school’s homework then get punished by teachers…
When facing with stpm exam i dont know what is it about, then not enough time to answer those questions…

Haiz, This maybe prove that i miss my school life so much. Now im hope the time can go back to 06 that time when i have a gang of best friends in the classroom playing everyday, or back to 08 where we chat in the classroom when there are no teacher teaching.

Other than that, i start worry about my life in uni. Since i know myself not too good in making friends, a complete new environment where i got no new friends are a hard time for me. Life in hostel is another worries, need to take care of myself, nobody gonna wake me up in the morning, thinking and preparing my lunch and dinner, wash my cloths, etc…

And more important my life without a pc like now. Maybe i won’t have a laptop for my first few month in uni, and no streamyx to download things, left my ultimate resources collection, 15 files of dvds or 400 dvd in house… … … …

Growing up maybe is a nightmare for me. But since i had encounter and resolved so many nightmares before, i hope this time also the same. My worries will disappear when im facing it. I pray to god to get wisdom and faith from him to face the tomorrow. Hope you will pray for me too.


5 Responses to My worries…

  1. Ah Hong February 17, 2009 at 11:34 am #

    Hahaha…brader, dun worry too much. Just enjoy your life in uni…depends on which uni u going man :p

    I was from UMS and I can tell you that UMS is good, got sea and mountain over there…can play the whole year :p

    Good luck on your STPM result man…

    • joshuatly February 17, 2009 at 11:36 am #

      Thanks for your advices!
      It make me feel a lot better now!

  2. 321go February 19, 2009 at 4:58 pm #

    hello joshuatly
    while waiting for ur STPM result, do something for ur own 2 prepare urself so tat everything is ready for u.
    find some information tat u still worry bout it.

    im waiting for my STPM result too, but i don’t worry bout it coz maybe im not able to pass my ready to retake STPM for this year.

    anyway, hope u get good result for ur STPM πŸ™‚
    **sorry my english not so good…

  3. hong March 12, 2010 at 4:50 pm #

    do anybody here know when is the close date for retake stpm 2010..and can i retake for others subject,,mean not my original subject..thanks alot^^

    • joshuatly March 16, 2010 at 10:59 pm #

      this one i dont know.had to ask your teachers

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